First Break-up

The Impish Lass is Heartbroken

I am feeling awful, pathetic ,sick and sad.

I am feeling terrible, miserable, and horribly mad.

I want to cry, shout  and scream,

I want to get rid of the sadness within.

I am angry with myself, with him and everyone around,

Such a bad feeling was never before found.

I was always mentally fit and sound,

Until he swayed me  on the loveground.

I never believed in love at first sight,

But now I have lost that right.

How?  Where? when? why?

Did I  fall in love with this guy?

There was no time to find the answers,

As I was anything but conscious. 

There was a numbness in soul and mind,

That only in love can one find.

The time spent with him was simply fantastic,

He had a personality truly charismatic.

The look, the warmth, the cuddle, the kiss,

Oh how much am I going to miss!!

I loved him, I love him and I will love him forever,

But love should be love, not a favour.

The sighing, the moaning, the waiting and sleeping,

Cannot  replace  a lover’s weeping.

Meeting him today , we decided to part ways,

Hardly knowing how to  deal with this phase.

Tears rolling down my cheeks are adding to spark,

They are the witness to broken pieces of my heart.

I just can’t define this in words,

 Even though I am outspoken,

Let me confess one thing,

 I am simply feeling HEARTBROKEN.